Stupid thoughts.
Nights are always the hardest…It’s where I think the most. I really wish you were here with me. Few more weeks and then I’ll get a few days with you…knowing that is what keeps me going. I hate falling for you and not knowing what you are thinking…I need sleep.

I admire him more than he’ll ever know and more than I’ll ever admit. In a week, he will be leaving for rehab and will be about a thousand miles away…I can never explain how proud I am of him :)
Restless
Really hate staying up all night….especially when I have noone to talk to. This is going to be a long night

